01-23-2012, 10:28 AM
Sounds like your love of self lessons are coming to an end, which would naturally be something we all go through, but a more delicate balancing process is available for those of us who are awake I think. I've recently come to a certain conclusion myself. Read 61.6, it's a good one about balancing dependence on others.
At a younger age most depend on their happiness through others. In certain situations it could be a lack of self-love (not enough wisdom of self-worthiness), and in other instances you're basically using others as extensions of the self. After turning inward to learn independence and find happiness within, thinking you only need the self for happiness is too much self-love again. Everything comes full-circle, and true appreciation for another can develop.
At a younger age most depend on their happiness through others. In certain situations it could be a lack of self-love (not enough wisdom of self-worthiness), and in other instances you're basically using others as extensions of the self. After turning inward to learn independence and find happiness within, thinking you only need the self for happiness is too much self-love again. Everything comes full-circle, and true appreciation for another can develop.