Unfeeling

[Questioner]

I am currently on session 89, reading two to three sessions per night before bed.

Similar practice here, except that my reading sessions are in the attic because this house doesn't have a basement.

I stalled at the tarot card discussions, and just realized that I need to meditate on each picture myself before reading the session.

Caffeine? Please, do put this post together, with haste. I would enjoy to learn of what you can consider or show to be negative effects of such and one what body system(s) the effects correspond to.

I actually don't have much documentation about it. I don't have the reference handy, but I do remember seeing information that caffeine blocks reuptake of some neurotransmitters. With more of these transmitters circulating in the synapse, rather than taken back up into the neurons, the flow of signals through the nervous system is increased. My health problems make me tremendously fatigued and confused at times. Caffeine usually helps me a great deal.

I see happiness, just as I see sadness, or indifference, in the eyes. The eyes never lie. Of course, one cannot ensure another's happiness, but one can place happiness in front of them and allow them the choice.

I like the way you put this, and I'm glad that some of the associations I found were useful for your journey.