01-22-2012, 09:13 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-22-2012, 09:14 PM by AnthroHeart.)
I don't know if this relates, but when I increased my awareness, I found I had less control. I was relating evolutionary degree to an amount of awareness or spiritual growth. When I worked on increasing this, catalyst seemed to affect me more, making life harder. Or at least I think it was awareness that was increasing.