01-19-2012, 11:01 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-19-2012, 11:14 PM by AnthroHeart.)
You mean Schizophrenia Oceania? Yeah, I don't think I'm schizophrenic. Just at times I have a shift in awareness where I become emotionally hypersensitive. The stories I tell myself then become more compelling, because of the stronger emotional attachments.
I'm using meditation and deep breathing, and a hypnosis CD that my hypnotist gave me, to ground and integrate better. I hope not to be on these meds forever. I am concerned that they might block my pineal from getting the 4D light that it needs. I feel the med constricting my 3rd eye. But without it, I tend to be wide open on my 3rd eye, sometimes with frightening experiences.
When 3rd eye is open more fully, I had some amazing psychic experiences such as seeing YouTube videos that didn't really exist, explaining secrets to the Universe, and such.
For instance, in a hyperemotional state, I could feel not only the emotion, but how expansive was that emotion. I could feel jealousy expand into yearning, into longing, into contentment, into wonder, into captivation. I even felt how despair was an expansive emotion. I learned about how emotions are expansive both ways, with contentment somewhere in the middle.
My mind wanted to experience more expansiveness, but sometimes the energy of emotions grew too fast, and I had to ground myself and close myself down. I had a problem with a mind that expands out of control. So the med I take keeps my mind from expanding so much. But it limits my ability to tap into Universal wisdom. You just know things in that state.
I'm using meditation and deep breathing, and a hypnosis CD that my hypnotist gave me, to ground and integrate better. I hope not to be on these meds forever. I am concerned that they might block my pineal from getting the 4D light that it needs. I feel the med constricting my 3rd eye. But without it, I tend to be wide open on my 3rd eye, sometimes with frightening experiences.
When 3rd eye is open more fully, I had some amazing psychic experiences such as seeing YouTube videos that didn't really exist, explaining secrets to the Universe, and such.
For instance, in a hyperemotional state, I could feel not only the emotion, but how expansive was that emotion. I could feel jealousy expand into yearning, into longing, into contentment, into wonder, into captivation. I even felt how despair was an expansive emotion. I learned about how emotions are expansive both ways, with contentment somewhere in the middle.
My mind wanted to experience more expansiveness, but sometimes the energy of emotions grew too fast, and I had to ground myself and close myself down. I had a problem with a mind that expands out of control. So the med I take keeps my mind from expanding so much. But it limits my ability to tap into Universal wisdom. You just know things in that state.
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