11-17-2009, 07:22 PM
(11-16-2009, 06:12 PM)ahktu Wrote: seejay21, would you feel comfortable sharing more of your experience? It would be nice to compare experiences.
I added some more stuff about the experience to the thread I started. To be honest, it is problematic for me to really get into talking about it. Whenever I dwell or "meditate" about it, bad things happen to me. I dont know that they have to be bad things, it is more like random things that are usually bad. It induces extreme coincidence and deja vu, which build up momentum, and then smack me in the face. it is as if I have a power that I can not control.
think of a cat playing with a cat toy on an end of a string. the cat hits it, then it goes in a random direction. the random direction excites the cat, and does it again, and it does it again, but does not realize that the toy is attached to the string, or how the toy works. It just knows that if it hits its paw on it, it will move somewhere. that is the level of understanding I have about my experience, and the lack of control i have. i don't think i am suppose to be doing it.
There are many things I have left out.. there is just to much. One major thing is the colors of light. Each color in the light spectrum has a "life" of its own. I often thought that the riddle is like a math equation, but if you solve it, you would cease to exist.