12-12-2011, 05:35 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-12-2011, 05:42 PM by AnthroHeart.)
Since my mental breakdown experience of a month ago, I've felt emotionally sensitive. I'm a guy, and just earlier I broke down in tears talking to my father. I wasn't thinking of anything in particular, but just felt overwhelming sadness. Is that getting more common for guys to break down in tears for no reason at all?
Well, there are some underlying issues like I will have to close my business, but I was never really attached to that. I'll be glad when it's over. Perhaps I'm a little homesick and wanting to visit my dad again. I don't understand though as we're not too close. But I look up to him and my step mom.
Is it the 4D energies that are causing me to feel more emotionally sensitive than usual? I've never been in tears when talking to my dad before.
And how does one find joy in their life. I'm on meds that could be part of the problem. Without them, my mind feels like it's floating away.
I tried attending a depression/bipolar group, but I picked up on the emotions of everyone there, and I didn't get much out of it, except maybe to meditate.
Does one meditate to find joy? I have trouble going deep. Deep means more processing to do. How do others find joy in these emotionally turbulant times?
I'm going to be attending this convention, god willing, if my finances are ok for it: https://www.furryfiesta.org/
And hopefully my empathic side won't be overwhelmed with how excited everyone is. A little over a month ago I couldn't handle even seeing a video of people in fursuits, it was just too awesome for me to handle. And in 2 months I'll be going to a live 6-days of being around fursuits. Am I setting myself up for failure? Do we do what we love, even if it's too amazing to behold?
That's probably my greatest passion, all those furries there. But even thinking about it now doesn't bring me joy. Maybe I'm a little depressed, as I'm often bored bored bored. Even at work I get bored.
Is it normal for a man to cry when nothing's on their mind? Does the emotional energy of sadness sometimes come over with no reason? I mean even when my mind is clear, I still cried, and I didn't know why.
Well, at least I'm not in the dark night of the soul again. That got really bad. Now, it's just general discomfort. I mean I'm not married, nor really a family to take care of. No kids, but I do have 2 dogs, and one of them is my life. Means the world to me. I get giddy around him, but still I don't feel the joy in my heart being around him.
It's all so strange, these are some of the darkest days of my life.
Well, there are some underlying issues like I will have to close my business, but I was never really attached to that. I'll be glad when it's over. Perhaps I'm a little homesick and wanting to visit my dad again. I don't understand though as we're not too close. But I look up to him and my step mom.
Is it the 4D energies that are causing me to feel more emotionally sensitive than usual? I've never been in tears when talking to my dad before.
And how does one find joy in their life. I'm on meds that could be part of the problem. Without them, my mind feels like it's floating away.
I tried attending a depression/bipolar group, but I picked up on the emotions of everyone there, and I didn't get much out of it, except maybe to meditate.
Does one meditate to find joy? I have trouble going deep. Deep means more processing to do. How do others find joy in these emotionally turbulant times?
I'm going to be attending this convention, god willing, if my finances are ok for it: https://www.furryfiesta.org/
And hopefully my empathic side won't be overwhelmed with how excited everyone is. A little over a month ago I couldn't handle even seeing a video of people in fursuits, it was just too awesome for me to handle. And in 2 months I'll be going to a live 6-days of being around fursuits. Am I setting myself up for failure? Do we do what we love, even if it's too amazing to behold?
That's probably my greatest passion, all those furries there. But even thinking about it now doesn't bring me joy. Maybe I'm a little depressed, as I'm often bored bored bored. Even at work I get bored.
Is it normal for a man to cry when nothing's on their mind? Does the emotional energy of sadness sometimes come over with no reason? I mean even when my mind is clear, I still cried, and I didn't know why.
Well, at least I'm not in the dark night of the soul again. That got really bad. Now, it's just general discomfort. I mean I'm not married, nor really a family to take care of. No kids, but I do have 2 dogs, and one of them is my life. Means the world to me. I get giddy around him, but still I don't feel the joy in my heart being around him.
It's all so strange, these are some of the darkest days of my life.