11/11/11 - What will occur? What DID occur?

[AnthroHeart]

Ruth I agree. A few weeks ago I gave myself over completely to Creator when I was done making a creation within me. I felt satisfied, that there's nothing else that needs to be done here. I think if one can be willing to let go completely to Creator without hesitation, in trust, not knowing where they'll be after they wake up, it says a lot about them. I try each day to find new ways within me to express my trust of Creator.

I've done that a few times over the last year. Giving myself completely over to Creator. Usually at points of accomplishment. It always involves a period of unconsciousness (falling asleep), with the intent that Creator will accept me. I found this point to be the 7th sub-sub-sub density, the creator gateway. That point where we no longer look back.

And Creator will ask questions of you to gauge your willingness to let go. How much I have let go of in the past. It has been difficult, but at that last point, it's very easy to make the decision. But it's very hard to fall asleep when carrying that amount of spiritual mass to Creator.

I have found it to be a cycle of building spiritual mass to my limit, then handing it all over in an organized package to Creator as a gift. Then things ease up. How hard it was to fall asleep with that much mass, barely able to keep it in balance.