11/11/11 - What will occur? What DID occur?

[AnthroHeart]

So you felt the greater brunt of every interaction in your existence? You knew then that your finding of the music albums was not coincidental, and you were able to perceive the message hidden in it?

Could you elaborate further on your personal experience of the state of being in conjunction with a wide open Ajna? Were you able to see things "as is"?

Absolutely. I'd read posts on this forum and know who was feeling negative, who was feeling positive (stsish and stoish) when they posted by the content.

I'd see different things than other members when someone posted images for instance due to my density. I'd see more truth in the image. Someone else might have seen a cartoon of something, but I saw something real. When I read posts, it was like I'd know people's intentions behind what they were writing. It was a bit unsettling having that much truth in reading the forum.

Well, the Ra music freaked me out because they sung about their skin burning and bleeding, and blisters forming and such. And I thought at that time I had created a hellish world and that they were singing to me from within that world. Then the last song that I heard was "waste of space", and that really had me feel the brunt of it when they sung about me being nothing but waste of space and that I was at the top of their wanted list. It was scary because I adore Ra.

At the time I thought it was really Ra had created the music, and that I had somehow put them into this bad world I had created. It was so ironic because I did my best to make my creation beautiful. But there were dark things within me that came out.

Here's one song of that Ra group called Undertaken. I might listen to them again since I'm not so sensitive as I was. But it's freaky when I thought I had pulled Ra down, such was my state of mind.

Undertaken: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VW1gadoyWZ4
Waste of Space: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYbLdLtlPbk

They do have a song with lyrics "so you sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality." That's what caused me to open myself so much, because they sung about me needing to bring my creation to peace, and letting the caged bird fly. In other words, the songs were like not keeping my creation under my control, but allowing it the free will to expand on its own. I do like their album art though.

So because I was feeling a little scared when I asked "Ra are you there" I get 4 albums by Ra of heavy metal music talking about how badly I messed things up. How's that for manifesting.