11-14-2011, 12:05 PM
(11-14-2011, 10:22 AM)yossarian Wrote: When you were experiencing everyone were you also aware of individuals at the same time? What was it like to be identified with other people?
Were you aware of being anyone that you know personally?
How visual was the trip? Did you have visuals or was it mainly a feeling thing? Was there any audio that differs from normal consciousness?
Are you conscious of your ego at this moment? Were you conscious of your ego before the trip? During the trip? Could you observe the ego from an egoless place?
What are you personally going to do to help with the harvest? How have you been helping? Is it mainly by natural vibration or is there a more concrete form of service as well?
When you were consciously everyone, is this still from the sensory perspective of your own body? Like you are still in your own body and still feel your normal senses but are able to identify yourself as being all others and all things?
How would you contrast the feeling of being the collective consciousness with the feeling of being yourself? How would you contrast the feeling of being an object with the feeling of being yourself?
When you were nothing, did the rest of the universe still exist and you identified as no part of that universe?
When you felt like a god. did you feel creative power? Did you create anything or was it more about observation? Could you expand on what feeling like a god feels like?
Sorry if this is too many questions, I love the answers you're giving. Thanks for sharing this.
Wow thanks for the questions I will attempt to answer them has descriptively as possible.
Were you aware of being anyone that you know personally?
This was a big part of the experience. Two of my closest friends where in the apartment at the time. I have been friends with them since I was about 6 or 7. It felt like what I was learning they where learning although perhaps in a more sub-conscious level. It felt like my relationship with them was the relationship with myself, It was extremely strong at one point when we were all on the lounge watching tv. This was just after the intense little section of my trip. I could not distinguish between them and me. I was having conversations with myself through myself when talking to them. Every time one of them spoke I got that familiar feeling of an epiphany clicking, if that makes any sense, It was almost like my higher self was speaking through them.
How visual was the trip? Did you have visuals or was it mainly a feeling thing? Was there any audio that differs from normal consciousness?
Extremely visual, never seen anything like it sober or on lsd and like I said I didn't take much lsd and the tabs where particularly weak. Energy patterns everywhere, green spirals falling from the sky, everything was buzzing and glowing and vibrating and shifting. I could control the shape and colour of objects using open eyed visualization.
Then we come to the intense storm. To be honest as time goes on what I saw during that trance fades. Basically I had no body, my vision was extremely wide and it was like I could see my eyes even though I was looking through them. Trying to describe how you could see and feel everything is nigh impossible. Imagine the feeling of waking up suddenly but the person who you think you are is dead, your individuality is gone you are one with everything in existence. It was like the vision of everything in the world just flashed into my consciousness, another thing I will note is I felt how short this time in the 3d really is, poof its gone in a flash, by the end of it I was extremely relieved to come back to my body, this was another lesson from my higher self I think. I was becoming distant I guess over the past few months with the world in my mind, this most definitely made me appreciate this place so much more. When I came back to the relief and feeling of complete love was incredible.
Lots of crazy vibration like humming and at one point something similar to a jet plane taking of. Music was incredible though.
When you were nothing, did the rest of the universe still exist and you identified as no part of that universe?
No I was everything, as in everything that ever was or shall be. I really can't describe it, impossible to, I'am sorry I can't relate it to anything.
Afraid I have to hit the sack I will answer them all tomorrow. Night friends.