11/11/11 - What will occur? What DID occur?

[Sagittarius]

I knew what I had to do. I'am and as are a lot of you here for a reason

What is it?

Thanks for sharing your story, it is amazing.

To aid the harvest. During the period of omni-presence in the experience It was like I felt my contribution to the harvest, everything clicked in my head suddenly. I felt the connection with everything and everyone.

To be honest I think my-higher self was also issuing me a caution with the experience. It was difficult to control very difficult to handle, I felt like a god one instant then the next saw that I was both everything and nothing.

The feeling of being nothing was hard to deal with, experiencing that every other person on this planet is you is frightening and now I feel like I understand this process. If someone who was not knowledgeable or prepared for an experience like this they probably would have jumped off the balcony.

Keep the questions coming guys.

Why did you want to jump? Due to emotional pain? Did you feel love? Did you learn any insights you could put into words? How far along is the harvest?

I didn't want to jump but I thought about it more then once. I just felt like I couldn't handle it. It was like nothing I have ever come close to experiencing. It was like I tapped into the collective consciousness of the earth. I was everything and nothing, I'am trying hard to describe it but I honestly can't. It was unlike any meditation I have ever been in, different to the feeling of astral travel, different to lucid dreams, this was no faint feeling from my sub-conscious, I was consciously everyone. It basically completely shattered my world, knowing about it and experiencing it are very different things.

I felt immense love, after coming out of that state all I felt was love, I saw felt and experienced complete nothingness, when I snapped out of storm so to speak and looked off the balcony all I could see was love, again difficult to describe but just imagine feeling love for everything you look at. I cried tears of joy, that was the moment, the moment the whole experience was created for. I knew I was here to assist in the harvesting, it was more then a knowing though it was an extreme wanting, like every cell in my body was urging me to that conclusion.

As for insights I learnt nothing more then what I already knew, I just experienced what I knew. There is no if's or but's for me anymore, no over-thinking, no doubts or fears.

As for how for along the harvest is I do not know, I feel it is close. I know that experience was to help prepare me for it.