Ra on marijuana

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Thanks for the info! Yeah for me it's not escapism, I simply see things clearer. Although you can't always bring everything back, at all. I use it to analyze and understand people's behaviour and how to interpret it correctly. At least the last time I used it I felt like I somehow penetrated something, not like having visions but just having wisdom. I've learned many things with the use i cannabis, some of which have become great tools for understanding.

About the energies, often on marijuana I feel my heart beating like crazy, in the spiritual way. It felt like my whole body was jolting from energy

The reason I don't meditate a lot is because I feel it doesn't yield anything new. It just calms me down and centers me, I only use it when I am totally overwhelmed by emotion. Then it is like a warm blanket of spirit embraces my ego-mind and talks to it like a mother to a child.