11-07-2011, 08:46 AM
okay, I just had some sort of idea, that made my neck and head crawl and hairs stand up (or fur stand up, if you prefer 
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I was thinking of this friend of mine who remembers past lifes and she remembers me and her having spent a past life in Egypt, as some kind of high priests (males) and performed healing rituals.
of course I was mightily flattered to hear that I should have been such an advanced personality back then (big spiritual ego, anyone?) and then I was thinking of my life working for minimum wage in this density, and that it has taken more than 30 years to get back to my spiritual heritage and to this day often I do not have a clue about anything. How is that possible? I was always thinking along the lines of evolution, we develop more from life to life, sort of as an ascension. you start at the bottom and work your way all the way up. So what if we try to look at it in a non-linear fashion? since all this linearity is supposed to be baloney anyway, so why should it be any different when we are speaking of lifetimes? so maybe evolution is baloney, too?
and we are all we ever were, in each moment, be it as a worm, a homeless dude, an enlightened entity, a king or a slave?
what if the reason I cannot find the enlightenment in this life, that I so desperately seek, is just that I had been there too many times and it plain and simply got BORING!! and I needed a change of mind and so opted for a simple mundane life. Just being there, piling my books and pining for the good times back then in Egypt. (maybe I was also too arrogant back then, lol, there fore now the simple life)
In a way I do not like the idea of wanderers as frequency raising folks here in Gaia, either. What is that some kind of arrogant premise?
We are all wanderers. Everyone incarnated here is from somewhere else. Everyone.
Rant over. Peace out.
)I was thinking of this friend of mine who remembers past lifes and she remembers me and her having spent a past life in Egypt, as some kind of high priests (males) and performed healing rituals.
of course I was mightily flattered to hear that I should have been such an advanced personality back then (big spiritual ego, anyone?) and then I was thinking of my life working for minimum wage in this density, and that it has taken more than 30 years to get back to my spiritual heritage and to this day often I do not have a clue about anything. How is that possible? I was always thinking along the lines of evolution, we develop more from life to life, sort of as an ascension. you start at the bottom and work your way all the way up. So what if we try to look at it in a non-linear fashion? since all this linearity is supposed to be baloney anyway, so why should it be any different when we are speaking of lifetimes? so maybe evolution is baloney, too?
and we are all we ever were, in each moment, be it as a worm, a homeless dude, an enlightened entity, a king or a slave?
what if the reason I cannot find the enlightenment in this life, that I so desperately seek, is just that I had been there too many times and it plain and simply got BORING!! and I needed a change of mind and so opted for a simple mundane life. Just being there, piling my books and pining for the good times back then in Egypt. (maybe I was also too arrogant back then, lol, there fore now the simple life)
In a way I do not like the idea of wanderers as frequency raising folks here in Gaia, either. What is that some kind of arrogant premise?
We are all wanderers. Everyone incarnated here is from somewhere else. Everyone.
Rant over. Peace out.