11-02-2011, 12:11 PM
Hey everyone. It has been such that marijuana has been very dear to me in my journey to this point in space and time. Ever since i started smoking up in 2nd year of my graduation, i used to have sort of 'thinking trips'. I knew i was observing and experiencing something extraordinary(A raise in vibratory levels). As time progressed, these trips lead me to the band "Tool" and soon to Drunvalo Melchizedek and so on and so forth. Now that i reflect back, it was just something i had to experience and was for the best. Moreover, it helped me to get lost in my own world and away from the manipulations and constant distortions which were present all around me in indifferent people in different ways. None that i truly resonated with.
I still smoke up, although much less. Due to two reasons: firstly, work; second, when im sober i try build up to the higher frequencies that i experience when im high(meditation really helps). And so smoking up is much less desired(im much less stressed and anxious), n im generally in the better state of mine on my own when sober. I try to see the good in people, in myself and i usually find it.
But its been difficult to quit. And as everyone else is going through this phase, im also on my quest to observe and wait for the time when smoking up is just not required anymore. Because it definitely reduces your intensity and duration to meditate. Ive tried both ways and observed differences.
But in the end, if u do feel the need for it, it seems absolutely fine to me because everyone needs to experience their share of indulgences. The day when i truly donot desire it from within will be the day ill know im one step ahead.
But then, when will that day come?
I still smoke up, although much less. Due to two reasons: firstly, work; second, when im sober i try build up to the higher frequencies that i experience when im high(meditation really helps). And so smoking up is much less desired(im much less stressed and anxious), n im generally in the better state of mine on my own when sober. I try to see the good in people, in myself and i usually find it.
But its been difficult to quit. And as everyone else is going through this phase, im also on my quest to observe and wait for the time when smoking up is just not required anymore. Because it definitely reduces your intensity and duration to meditate. Ive tried both ways and observed differences.
But in the end, if u do feel the need for it, it seems absolutely fine to me because everyone needs to experience their share of indulgences. The day when i truly donot desire it from within will be the day ill know im one step ahead.
But then, when will that day come?
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