Ra on marijuana

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my memory is crap, my synapses are all but gone and all i do is reflect too much. would pot make this worse? i remember pot, after the eek my mind has disintegrated part, i felt incredibly normal. i wasn't oversensitive to crowds and i was calm. i wasn't high except that i had a great feeling of wellbeing and calm and balance. but everyone says it makes you this and that. but i'm already this and that. the only times in my life i've felt such wellbeing mentally has been on some antidepressants, valium and codeine. taken not with each other. now, antidepressants have side effects and are synthetic, valium is synthetic, opiates aren't and that's another nice plant when used carefully... pot is natural. i'm thinking it's healthier to go with a natural plant and use it in moderation. unless it's like a poisonous plant.

also they say cannabis oil cures cancer.

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i'm not saying anyone should smoke pot, just saying it's imo an interesting plant. nature has healing we've forgotten. big med companies have taught us to not trust natural medicine. i've recently learned nature is the true healer and i'm looking for answers in there.

I strongly resonate with what you've experienced. I suddenly felt like I belonged around people. I loved the train ride home from the university. To just sit there and love everything, to contribute loving thoughts into the collective consciousness. Also I find it easier to understand people in conversations, it's like my insecure lens is gone and their true intentions flow into my heart.