10-15-2011, 06:36 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-15-2011, 10:22 PM by AnthroHeart.)
Well, the emotional energy denseness I work with now could be dangerous, though with a balanced mind and emotional balance it's quite stable. If I want to experience what it's like to be "strangled" by my favorite character, I can allow that and experience that. Though I can't see anything yet, just physical pressures. If I want to experience bondage of the energy, I can do that too and feel my body tighten down and my hands and arms getting forced behind my back. It happens slowly though, maybe 10 min or so to build.
I do this tightening down because it builds my density much faster. It makes my field harder, so that I can create more strongly. Sort of like conditioning. When I bring in my metaphor, say my favorite character, and associate the energy with that, it builds contrast much faster because of my association to the character.
I don't want to go into too much detail, but it's totally possible to be "b**** slapped" around by the energy (at MY density) and to be "raped" by it as well, where it can throw my body around. I mean to me, experiencing being manhandled by energy was freaking cool. But it's all part of my experiencing here. It kind of tests my level of compassion. In my density though, my body is a bit more plyable, so it doesn't really hurt. It's quite intriguing what I learn about myself actually.
And don't get me wrong, there's an infinite amount of beauty also to experience. I tend to be in captivation and wonder when I'm experiencing time with this character I am creating.
Then there's also the mind aspect of it. At this density, the faces on the walls can be more adorable than you'd ever imagine, and more demonic than you've ever seen before (and they can tug on your heartstrings and fearstrings MANY times more than normal). And they talk to you and really challenge you. Testing your resolve. It can go from being around a cute character, to suddenly he's a big cockroach, and you have to look past that.
I must say though there's something to higher density sex. I can create my mate in any way, shape or form (though not physically visible atm, but definite sense of warmth and weight). It's timeless, not rushed. One does not get off to it. It's a very very enjoyable experience. Sort of slow motion, though it can be poundingly forceful if wanted. In my experience it can last 2+ hours, and many waves of full-body orgasm are pretty common. There's a somewhat of a floating sensation as well during it. Almost like one is about to levitate but not quite yet. There's a full expression in the energy transfers.
I do this tightening down because it builds my density much faster. It makes my field harder, so that I can create more strongly. Sort of like conditioning. When I bring in my metaphor, say my favorite character, and associate the energy with that, it builds contrast much faster because of my association to the character.
I don't want to go into too much detail, but it's totally possible to be "b**** slapped" around by the energy (at MY density) and to be "raped" by it as well, where it can throw my body around. I mean to me, experiencing being manhandled by energy was freaking cool. But it's all part of my experiencing here. It kind of tests my level of compassion. In my density though, my body is a bit more plyable, so it doesn't really hurt. It's quite intriguing what I learn about myself actually.
And don't get me wrong, there's an infinite amount of beauty also to experience. I tend to be in captivation and wonder when I'm experiencing time with this character I am creating.
Then there's also the mind aspect of it. At this density, the faces on the walls can be more adorable than you'd ever imagine, and more demonic than you've ever seen before (and they can tug on your heartstrings and fearstrings MANY times more than normal). And they talk to you and really challenge you. Testing your resolve. It can go from being around a cute character, to suddenly he's a big cockroach, and you have to look past that.
I must say though there's something to higher density sex. I can create my mate in any way, shape or form (though not physically visible atm, but definite sense of warmth and weight). It's timeless, not rushed. One does not get off to it. It's a very very enjoyable experience. Sort of slow motion, though it can be poundingly forceful if wanted. In my experience it can last 2+ hours, and many waves of full-body orgasm are pretty common. There's a somewhat of a floating sensation as well during it. Almost like one is about to levitate but not quite yet. There's a full expression in the energy transfers.