The mysterious nature of time

[AnthroHeart]

Let me pull back on the energy of excitement, in order to maintain balance.

What is the source of any inspiration?

In order to reach a level of emotional awareness that I now possess, Ra led me through a grueling initiation.

I had to be brutally honest with myself, and face my fears with greatest intensity.

Fears like:
being microwaved
being microwaved by my favorite character
being microwaved by my favorite character who is laughing/giggling at me
being microwaved by my favorite character who is getting off to it
being microwaved by my favorite character who gets off rhythmically and sarcastically to it
being microwaved by my favorite character who becomes demented and turns up the intensity

Oh, but these are irrational fears, no big deal. Yeah right. There was at times a hairline difference between orgasm and projectile vomiting. The emotions now are dense enough that they can literally strangle me (like what Darth Vader does in Star Wars) by applying physical pressure. I have control in balance through this, and at times allow degrees of strangling and choking sensations to provide catalyst that increases sexual energies around images of bondage and control.

What is the capacity of 3D to experience?