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[Conifer16]

Holy crap!! Real life is not a scary place that I fail at.

I have been at my GED program since last Wednesday and have been just fine with all the other teens. I am so relieved! I spent the last several years afraid of social situations and wasn't able to leave my house without a lot of nudging by my mom. Then this and I am great in these situations. Yay! And I am actually able to talk to others now! Yippee and I have been given mainstream recognition of my smarts(meaning not just recognition from my mom) and have been put in the fast track program where we are told that we are doing so well that we are expected to get done in a few weeks and onto collage after that. I didnt need it but it is nice anyway. And I finally have people of like mindedness and mental quickness to speak with who are interested in the same general stuff.(science mostly) and are good readers(a good majority of them). Anyway I am so happy. I have been wilting away with out friendship or relationship and now that I am making friends(not fully there yet) I am like a sun starved sunflower, I was drooping my head and then the cloud cover breaks and I feel the warmth of the sun, I look up and for the first time in ages I smile. don't worry I have smiled alot. It is a metaphorical story. Anyway bye for now... Hahahaha

-Conifer16-
Adonai Vasu Borragus