Why do wanderers have low self-esteem

[AnthroHeart]

I don't believe matter can touch intelligent infinity. It needs to become energy (wave rather than particle) itself. The energy centers and body must be able to handle the intense energy density, otherwise the body will combust. Saying that we don't have to crystalize the energy centers is probably wishful thinking.

Contact with intelligent infinity is achieved through an understanding of the self in relation to others. It occurs when a person has sufficiently learned their lessons and balanced themselves enough that they may open themselves up to a more loving reality. It's not so much a crystallization of each energy center, but rather it is simply coming from a place within yourself where 'the choice' is made. Meditation is for the purpose of contacting the roots of the mind, as Ra puts it, by calming our cursory thoughts. I go through periods where I don't meditate at all. It has been maybe two weeks since I've last laid down to 'formally' meditate. I'm always in a state of deep contemplation, or existing in the present, so that tends to be just as effective.

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Once chakras are activated and balanced, crystalization I have found happens when we are in a state of allowing. Allowing the energy to flow, allowing our emotional responses, without reacting to them.

I assume crystallization is what happens when you can keep your chackras activated and stable? Still my question remains.