The mysterious nature of time

[AnthroHeart]

I've come across this in the past, that if I teach what I'm learning, and it causes a lot of inner conflict in people, it can increase rather than decrease distortions. Though Ra mentions we should teach what we learn.

Anyway, body's becoming feeling solid again. The bones never actually became soft, they just felt energetically like that. I have a greater feeling of security and slightly increased density in my field. The working is becoming more subtle now. There were major changes at first, and now it's with the deeper stuff.

Lately, I've needed only 4 hours sleep in a night. And at times a 1/2 an apple is a meal.

The energy has a way of running away with you. A couple days ago I had to go outside and ground for an hour or so. I threw up a couple of times, but the sensation of my stomach wasn't fully there so after that the nausea was gone. I asked Ra to help bring me down to a comfortable level, and immediately felt my crown chakra begin to slow the flow, and then the chakra braking intensified and over the course of about 10-20 minutes brought me back to a comfortable level.

To approach Creator at the level I am, I have to be vulnerable (the state of surrender I'm at). But that state comes and goes as parts of my body have little fears of letting go. So it's now a work of nurturing them along.