Yadda Yadda

[Tenet Nosce]

Yes..Carla wasn't channelling when it went wrong.

Do you have more information on "R" that you may share?

There seems to be some confusion afterwards as to whether in was as much the terrified channeller, something sort of psychic greeting or something else.

Right. Well what do we know? Yadda is a "new" SMC, whatever that means. They seem particularly one-pointed on joy, and it appears to irritate them somewhat that Carla challenged them in the name of Jesus Christ. My sense is they find this challenge rather limiting, which reduces their joy, thus the irritation. Later they say they have no problem with Christ... just using Jesus as part of the challenge.

Right after they jump in to "R" Yadda seems to get really excited. This seems to be related to "R" being willing to challenge them without Jesus. Yadda says they have been waiting so long to tell their story of when they walked the earth. They are about to come out with the story when there is some banter with Carla about their pronunciation of words. I recall Yadda commented that Carla didn't like them because they made her face look funny.

Now perhaps- and this is merely a conjecture- there was something about Carla that triggered something off simultaneously in "R". I would guess "R" was also irritated about limiting the contact to those passing challenge with Jesus Christ. The tone of the contact changed right after this. I still am not sure it was a "negative entity" per se. More like something got simultaneously triggered in Yadda's memory along with "R".

Personally, I get rather annoyed when Hatonn goes off pontificating on Jesus, for example. It's like- um yes can we talk about something other that Jesus' life? Thanks, Hatonn! I even go off about this in 1984.04.15 First Hatonn Contact After Ra I also originally thought Don had committed suicide before that session. As it turned out, Don committed suicide right in between the first and second communications from Yadda.

Yet subsequent channellings of Yadda afterward are almost guarded.

Yes, and yet we can see that Yadda is still on their minds. If I had to take a guess I think Jim was much more interested in Yadda than Carla. She recalled in the story of "THE INCIDENT" how she and Jim had previously come to some sort of disagreement as well. I don't recall all the details off the top of my head. It is in one of the letters.

And, or so it seemed to me...Yadda never mentioned the previous attempt at contact and what might have gone wrong? Or did I miss something?

Actually, they did. It was the next contact, Session 29 almost a year later:

[I am Yadda.] I speak only briefly. But wish to say to each here, there is one thing which acts as a brake, a stopping mechanism on the learning, and that is fear. When one is afraid, one cannot see whole and unity. Many of your concerns are only fears, and fear is an inappropriate emotion, for you have nothing to fear. Where can you go except the creation? Who can you be, except yourself? You can never be crushed.

It is simply that you, for a time, might decide to be afraid. What are you afraid of? Speak your mind and never worry about the reputation, the opinion of others, or even your opinion of yourself. But do the walk you came to do, and lose the fear which stops your evolution. Replace it consciously. Give it a good hour without fear. With hope and faith, these are the keys, not fear. Not the one who is unworried but simply the attitude of being a positive and loving positive and let people deal with you as they will. You are responsible for yourself. You may be as happy as you chose. You lose the fear, please.

We thank this instrument. She not challenge us to death this time. We have learned that we must follow her wishes or we cannot speak. So we thankfully [leave] in the love and the light of the One Who is All. I am Yadda.

Two months after this contact is when Carla writes the first letter to "R" on Yadda and another month later in October is the second letter to "R" on Yadda.

Then we have exactly one contact from Yadda for every year 1990-1994. Five contacts, which close with Yadda making a joke about their barbaric "yawp". I think these are the sessions you noted as guarded. They appear as an apology to me.


http://www.gate.net/~mcorriss/WW.html

The spotted hawk swoops by and accuses me, he complains of my gab and my loitering.

I too am not a bit tamed, I too am untranslatable,
I sound my barbaric YAWP over the roofs of the world.

yawp
noun
1
: a raucous noise : squawk
2
: something suggestive of a raucous noise; specifically : rough vigorous language

In 1995, Carla expresses gratitude for Yadda to Q'uo. 1997 is the last contact from Yadda, stopping in just to say "hello" to "R".

In 2001, Carla asks Q'uo if Yadda can be brought back by request. Q'uo says yes, but this never happens.

Then a few months later, you can see where I added the session where Hatonn came in instead of Q'uo. Carla also mentions Yadda here.

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Oh, and by the way, if anybody is wondering where I got the idea to do this... it was from Carla herself:

The Don and Wynn Show radio interview with Carla L. Rueckert. December 3, 2005

Some of those things were very interesting I think you [can] get on our site and do a site search on Yadda, for instance, a fascinating guy to channel. Totally a discarnate entity; an inner planes guide.

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Very honored to be called, and only called because request of “Who are you?” That is question: “Who are you?”

So I have head that song by The Who in my head all day, and now just went to Wikipedia.

"Who Are You", composed by Pete Townshend, is the title track on The Who's 1978 release, Who Are You, the last album released before drummer Keith Moon's death in September 1978. It was released as a double-A sided single with the John Entwistle composition "Had Enough", also featured on the album. The song became one of the band's biggest US hits, peaking at #14 and at #7 in Canada.

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This song was first performed live at the Gaumont State Cinema, Kilburn on December 15, 1977, albeit without synthesizers and only a portion of the lyrics.

I note this is right about the time that Hatonn was planning for an unveiling. This then led me to the story of Keith Moon's suicide:

On 4 January 1970, Moon was involved in a car-pedestrian death outside the Red Lion pub in Hatfield, Hertfordshire. Trying to escape hostile patrons from the pub who had begun to attack his Bentley, Moon, drunk, attempted to take control of his car, which in the melee, ran over and killed his friend, driver, and bodyguard, Neil Boland. Although the coroner said Boland's death was an accident and Moon was given an absolute discharge having been charged with driving offences, those close to him said Moon was haunted by the accident for the rest of his life. Boland's daughter spent a significant amount of time investigating and questioning each witness from the police blotter, and concluded that Moon was not the person behind the wheel of the car.[33][34] However, Keith never recovered from feelings of guilt. Pamela Des Barres, a groupie with whom Moon had an ongoing relationship over the course of three years in Los Angeles, was alarmed by his frequent nightmares, which woke them both during the night, with Moon convinced that he had no right to be alive.[35]

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Moon was Paul McCartney's guest at a film preview of The Buddy Holly Story on the evening of 6 September 1978. After dining with Paul and Linda McCartney at Peppermint Park in Covent Garden, Moon and his girlfriend, Annette Walter-Lax, returned to a flat on loan from Harry Nilsson, No.12 at 9 Curzon Place, Shepherd Market, Mayfair in which Cass Elliot had died a little more than four years earlier.[38][39] Moon watched a film, The Abominable Doctor Phibes and requested Annette cook him a breakfast of steak and eggs. When she objected, he replied "If you don't like it, you can just f*** off!" These turned out to be his last words.

Moon then took 32 tablets of clomethiazole (Heminevrin).[7] The medication was a sedative he had been prescribed to alleviate his alcohol withdrawal symptoms as he tried to dry out on his own at home; he was desperate to get clean, but was terrified of another stay in the psychiatric hospital for in-patient detoxification. However, clomethiazole is specifically contraindicated for unsupervised home detox because of its addictiveness, tendency to rapidly induce drug tolerance and dangerously high risk of death when mixed with alcohol.[40] The pills were also prescribed by a new doctor, Dr. Geoffrey Dymond, who was unaware of Moon's recklessly impulsive nature and long history of prescription sedative abuse. He had given Moon a full bottle of 100 pills, and instructed him to take one whenever he felt a craving for alcohol (but not more than 3 per day). The police determined there were 32 pills in his system, with the digestion of 6 being sufficient to cause his death, and the other 26 of which were still undissolved when he died.[7]

Moon died shortly after the release of Who Are You. On the album cover, he is seated on a chair back-to-front to hide the weight gained over three years (as discussed in Tony Fletcher's book Dear Boy); the words "NOT TO BE TAKEN AWAY" appear on the back of the chair.

Turns out his wife Kim was also killed in a car accident:

She died on 2 August 2006 in a traffic accident in Travis County, Texas, aged 57. Her car was hit by a truck and she was pronounced dead at the scene.[4] She is survived by husband Ian McLagan, daughter Amanda (Mandy) Jane Moon DeWolf and granddaughters Jessica and Samantha.

Keith Moon was cremated later that month at Golders Green Crematorium in London and his ashes scattered in its Gardens of Remembrance.

This is bizarre. The two themes of "getting hit by a car" and "commitment to a mental institution" along with a suicide appear AGAIN!?