I don't want to be afraid of my self. Done so many mistakes for the last years and learned to get over it and not blame my self for acting foolish and inappropriate and sometimes hurting people (even close ones). It used to bug me a lot and I was having hard times, but thanks to the LOO I'm definitely more acceptive of the imperfections within me. I just watch out not to repeat the same pattern of behavior as in previous similar situations. Have what to learn, but at least I got better at forgiving myself easier and not blame to depression.
I now also realize that the Higher Self is my extremely advanced STS version, so I'm not afraid from him or the STS path. I am thankful that I have the chance not to have to be/deal with the STS side of the evolution in this harsh world.
What is left to be of higher difficulty, is IF as part of the process, we will be merging with the selves from other parallel time-lines and incarnations - I mean like to re-integrate all our 3rd density versions from this and past incarnations (I have no idea if that's on the line or not, but sounds like fun). Still, the experience I've gained with absolving my own mistakes will help me to accept my self if this is to happen.
Another hard thing would be the separation process with some of the close ones. Those staying at the lower levels of light would need to be left behind with sorrow. Those progressing further have to be wished god speed.
Definitely fun times are coming.
I now also realize that the Higher Self is my extremely advanced STS version, so I'm not afraid from him or the STS path. I am thankful that I have the chance not to have to be/deal with the STS side of the evolution in this harsh world.
What is left to be of higher difficulty, is IF as part of the process, we will be merging with the selves from other parallel time-lines and incarnations - I mean like to re-integrate all our 3rd density versions from this and past incarnations (I have no idea if that's on the line or not, but sounds like fun). Still, the experience I've gained with absolving my own mistakes will help me to accept my self if this is to happen.
Another hard thing would be the separation process with some of the close ones. Those staying at the lower levels of light would need to be left behind with sorrow. Those progressing further have to be wished god speed.
Definitely fun times are coming.