My Awakening. Or Grand Delusion. You Choose.

[Tenet Nosce]

THE POINT

So what is my point? Do I need delve into the endless details to get there? Obviously not. But I wanted to establish enough information above to at least demonstrate that any "concerns" that I hold not simply baseless, off-the-cuff, and superficially considered. They are the result of very deeply seeking into the heart of this matter.

So while I may still go back and add information earlier- I wanted it to be sufficient enough to demonstrate why I "care" both in terms of the planetary consciousness, and my own personal life.

OK- so here goes.

1. L/L Research channels Ra from 1981-1984 and publishes the material, minus the Book V elements.
2. The "premature" discussion on earth changes occurred, as suggested above.
3. Seeker/entity David Wilcock sleeps in the "Ra Bed", receiving all manner of unusual catalyst.
4. At some point, and for reasons undisclosed (personal?) DW and L/L Research discontinue their close association.
5. DW writes a series of e-books on the scientific basis of the Ra material.
6. Somewhere around 1994, DW starts a website/forum called ascension2000. Simply note the name, and draw some logical conclusions as to what that was "about".
7. This is how I get introduced to the Ra material.
8. In 1995/1996 DW publicly declares himself to be the reincarnation of Edgar Cayce (remember his focus on "earth changes"?) and also publicly declares to have experienced a 5D attack.
9. This ostensibly attracted a massive amount of negative feedback from some forum members, causing him to shut the forum down and re-open as divinecosmos.com. Note also that the year "2000" comes and goes with not so much as a peep.
10. Once established on divinecosmos.com, the message of DW takes a profound SHIFT toward UFO's, ET's, Disclosure, and the like. This shift occurs after the publishing of Book V material in 1998.
11. Starting in 2005/2006 DW claims to be in contact with all manner of "insiders" confirming to him this or that about 2012, UFO's and the like.
12. DW all the while remains utterly convinced that whatever protection measures he takes to counter negative manipulation are 100% infallible.
13. In 2010, DW publicly declares that... not only are "ET's" immanently coming back to usher the world into a "New Golden Age" but that most of these "ET's" are -not only positive in orientation- but mostly look just like us.
14. All the while, there is very little talk about "densities" and the like. The impression is given that these are all 3D beings flying around through outer space in order to come to 3D earth.

Now, let me offer again the Ra quotes:

Questioner: If the population of this planet presently looks similar to fifth-density entities I was wondering why this is? If I understand you correctly the process of evolution would normally be that of third density resembling that from which evolved in second density and refining it in fourth and then again in fifth density, becoming what the population of this looks like in the third density. It seems to me that this planet is ahead of itself by the way that its mind/body/spirit complex or body complex looks. What is the reason for this?

Ra: I am Ra. Your query is based upon a misconception. Do you wish us to comment or do you wish to requestion?

Questioner: Please comment on my misconception if that is possible.

Ra: I am Ra. In fifth density the manifestation of the physical complex is more and more under the control of the conscious mind complex. Therefore, the fifth-density entity may dissolve one manifestation and create another. Consequently, the choice of a fifth-density entity or complex of entities wishing to communicate with your peoples would be to resemble your peoples’ physical-complex, chemical, yellow-ray vehicles.

Questioner: I see. Very roughly, if you were to move a third-density entity from some other planet to this planet, what percentage of all of those within the knowledge of Ra would look enough like entities of Earth so that they would go unnoticed in a crowd?

Ra: I am Ra. Perhaps five percent.

Questioner: Then there is an extreme variation in the form of the physical vehicle in third density in the universe. I assume that this is also true of fourth density. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is so. We remind you that it is a great theoretical distance between demanding that the creatures of an infinite creation be unnoticeably similar to one’s self and observing those signs which may be called human which denote the third-density characteristics of self-consciousness, the grouping into pairs, societal groups, and races, and the further characteristic means of using self-consciousness to refine and search for the meaning of the milieu.

Questioner: Within Ra’s knowledge of the third-density physical forms, what percentage would be similar enough to this planet’s physical forms that we would assume the entities to be human even though they were a bit different? This would have to be very rough because of my definition’s being very rough.

Ra: I am Ra. This percentage is still small; perhaps thirteen to fifteen percent due to the capabilities of various second-density life forms to carry out each necessary function for third-density work. Thusly to be observed would be behavior indicating self-consciousness and purposeful interaction with a sentient ambiance about the entity rather than those characteristics which familiarly connote to your peoples the humanity of your third-density form.

Now, when DW started talking about how most "ET's" are friendly and that they mostly look like us, this did not sit well with me at all. Something about it just seemed "wrong" and as well I immediately noticed little to no discussion about the densities where most of these "ET's" would be originating.

When DW started making predictions last year that "Disclosure" was immanent, it propelled me to more deeply investigate the UFO/ET phenomenon.

***Please now call forth your love and light while I temporarily delve in to "conspiracy theories"***

My investigations concluded that, at some point in the distant past which we term the "Golden Age", 4D and 3D entities commingled upon this earth. While certain positive beings, for various reasons, retreated from 3D physicality- some others remained. These are who are known as the "gods". In order to stay physical, the "gods" needed humans to perform blood sacrifices and rituals. When that manipulation started to fail, the "gods" decided to whip up perpetual war in order to have a continual stream of human sacrifice.

There is also evidence to believe that the "gods" somehow recycled this collected energy and used it to manufacture foods and beverages such as "manna" or "soma" which artificially raised the abilities of those who consumed them. This was used to further exaggerate the difference between the chosen "elite" and the populace, and also resulted in those elite becoming addicted to these substances.

Despite these rituals being handed down through the ages through elite power groups such as the "Illuminati", something has caused them to be less and less effective over time. This caused them to "freak out" and deeply investigate into the nature and cause of this phenomenon. They were eventually led back to the time period of "2012" as a time/space nexus beyond which they were unable to see.

This set in motion a plan to stage an overt "takeover" of the earth in order to firmly re-establish control before this time. I understand that both a false-flag "Alien Invasion" as well as a false-flag "Alien Rescue" scenario were considered. In either case- the thrust of the manipulation is to keep humans so fearful and outward-focused during the coming time, that the "ET's" (read 4D/neg) would be able to force the entire planet into willful enslavement through the formation of a "One World Government". Once control had been effectively established, the 4D/neg entities intend to "hijack" 3D by physically inhabiting bodies. This could occur through cloning, reanimation of mummies, "walk-ins", or other means.

*** END "conspiracy theory" section, thank you for entertaining such nonsensical beliefs ***

NOW, after the public disclosure "Event" failed to manifest last year, DW has begun announcing the "breakup of the Illumaniti/power elite". This, again, being through his "insider" sources who curiously remain "undisclosed" themselves. At some point he declared that, in fact the light had "won" and that the negative influences would shortly be removed from this sphere completely.

As one can obviously see, war and famine continue to rage on.

NOW, a few weeks ago, DW comes out with a monumental work called "The Source Field Investigations". I am currently about half way through this work. So far, I am excited to see DW get back to the scientific roots of his mission. I truly think his intentions are pure.

Yet still, besides the release of the book (on the NYT bestseller list), and the announcement of a forthcoming "blockbuster" movie- DW persists in injecting the following ideas into the mass consciousness:

1. Nearly all "ET's" currently in this sphere are "good" and looking out for humanity's best interest.
2. The vast majority of "ET's" look just like we earth humans.
3. The "illuminati" power elite groups have been utterly defeated- there is ZERO chance that their plans will succeed.
4. The planet is on the verge of "ascension" after which human beings will all have supernatural powers such as telepathy, and even will be able to fly.

NOW- for one who claims that the entire philosophical basis for his works is the Ra material- it seems to me that he is promoting some concepts which are WILDLY different- and may in fact play right into the power elite "agenda".

I hope this summarizes my "concern".

Please do further understand that I am attempting to resolve this with the notion that "All Is Well".

Please also inquire if there appears to be missing information, and/or point out any flaws in logic you may notice.

Thanks for reading.