Welcome, dear sister. Q'uo (the principle of Ra, Latwii an Hatonn) mentions:
Wanderers are here to both raise planetary consciousness and learn their own lessons, each with unique gifts to share.
It appears from your story that you do indeed have many lessons to learn in this incarnation. Much catalyst for thought. You also have the gifts; ESP abilities and a nurturing (motherly) soul. I will attempt to answer some of your questions :¬)
It means whatever you want it to mean (seriously). Generically, it can be thought of a means to show a person of their energy body. It can also be a means to unblock negative patterns/imbalances, according to some. A helping hand.
What is your passion? Where does your heart lead you? If you could do one thing, what would it be?
Everyone. Do not think of love in the romantic sense, love is the encompassing choice (courage, kindness, compassion, trust, acceptance, patience etc.). Offer that to everyone, and you will be loving unconditionally.
Then you're giving your power away to another. You are of a divine spark, a being of infinite worth. You need not give your power away, merely, offer your love with no expectation of return.
Helping people doesn't necessarily mean financially, or via specific actions. Opening your heart to someone, i.e. genuinely smiling at someone at a bus stop, doesn't not need a specific job or role. I think Carla mentions this in A Wanderer's Handbook - people often think they have to work spiritually in order to be of help, whereas one can be spiritual in any context/circumstance.
It's hard if you resist. You mentioned you are in the process of letting go of trying to control the external and be part of the cosmic flow. How is that going for you?
They will be, in ways you're not aware of. Not many people can hear guides audibly. Ater you've asked for help, over the next few days, look out for books that come your way, songs on the radio with related lyrics, white feathers and people who suddenly offer an answer.
I would highly recommend opening yourself to number synchronicities; messages from your guides/higher self/Cosmos. It's been invaluable for me, and they happen so often they make me laugh (with gratitude, of course).
Read, and follow this:
http://www.spiritual-path.com/numerology.htm
It sounds like you may be given this time to find the comfort that's always within yourself. Search for that connection within. Sit in the moment - just be - and appreciate that it's all you, all of it. The more you do that, the less you feel alone, until the point you always feel that connection.
You can start your spiritual work anytime, any place. It's clear you've made your decision - this is the density of choice, after all - of the positive path, now simply find love in the moment.
That is the work :¬)
When to start to find love in the moment, you begin to stop analysing so much. You begin to get into the flow, in a very powerful manner, and the questions and sense of direction will fall into your path, effortlessly. Let go :¬)
Wanderers are here to both raise planetary consciousness and learn their own lessons, each with unique gifts to share.
It appears from your story that you do indeed have many lessons to learn in this incarnation. Much catalyst for thought. You also have the gifts; ESP abilities and a nurturing (motherly) soul. I will attempt to answer some of your questions :¬)
Quote:What does it mean and why did I experience the kundalini rising?
It means whatever you want it to mean (seriously). Generically, it can be thought of a means to show a person of their energy body. It can also be a means to unblock negative patterns/imbalances, according to some. A helping hand.
Quote:What do i do with all the potential I got?
What is your passion? Where does your heart lead you? If you could do one thing, what would it be?
Quote:I still love to help but who? how?
Everyone. Do not think of love in the romantic sense, love is the encompassing choice (courage, kindness, compassion, trust, acceptance, patience etc.). Offer that to everyone, and you will be loving unconditionally.
Quote:and what if get myself hurt again?
Then you're giving your power away to another. You are of a divine spark, a being of infinite worth. You need not give your power away, merely, offer your love with no expectation of return.
Quote:I barely got money for living and taking care of my angel how can i help anyone then?
Helping people doesn't necessarily mean financially, or via specific actions. Opening your heart to someone, i.e. genuinely smiling at someone at a bus stop, doesn't not need a specific job or role. I think Carla mentions this in A Wanderer's Handbook - people often think they have to work spiritually in order to be of help, whereas one can be spiritual in any context/circumstance.
Quote:If my soul did choose such a hard path then why is it so hard to find the way to go forth?
It's hard if you resist. You mentioned you are in the process of letting go of trying to control the external and be part of the cosmic flow. How is that going for you?
Quote:why arent my angels/helpers talking to me more clearly?
They will be, in ways you're not aware of. Not many people can hear guides audibly. Ater you've asked for help, over the next few days, look out for books that come your way, songs on the radio with related lyrics, white feathers and people who suddenly offer an answer.
I would highly recommend opening yourself to number synchronicities; messages from your guides/higher self/Cosmos. It's been invaluable for me, and they happen so often they make me laugh (with gratitude, of course).
Read, and follow this:
http://www.spiritual-path.com/numerology.htm
Quote:I need that as I feel very alone. Not even my closest friends know about my spiritual life. Not even my own family understand me. I am so different from them. I love them and enjoy their company but i can not imagine myself moving close to them. Getting help from outside cost money, too much money. it doesnt even feel right when it is so expensive.
It sounds like you may be given this time to find the comfort that's always within yourself. Search for that connection within. Sit in the moment - just be - and appreciate that it's all you, all of it. The more you do that, the less you feel alone, until the point you always feel that connection.
Quote:I feel neither happy nor sad. I am simply lost. I try to take one day at a time but when will i see the light? when will i stop fighting the odds and simply just get to work! petience is the word i guess...
You can start your spiritual work anytime, any place. It's clear you've made your decision - this is the density of choice, after all - of the positive path, now simply find love in the moment.
That is the work :¬)
Ra Wrote:10.14 Questioner: For the general development of the reader of this book, could you state some of the practices or exercises to perform to produce an acceleration toward the Law of One?
Ra: I am Ra.
Exercise One. This is the most nearly centered and useable within your illusion complex. The moment contains love. That is the lesson/goal of this illusion or density. The exercise is to consciously see that love in awareness and understanding distortions. The first attempt is the cornerstone. Upon this choosing rests the remainder of the life-experience of an entity. The second seeking of love within the moment begins the addition. The third seeking empowers the second, the fourth powering or doubling the third. As with the previous type of empowerment, there will be some loss of power due to flaws within the seeking in the distortion of insincerity. However, the conscious statement of self to self of the desire to seek love is so central an act of will that, as before, the loss of power due to this friction is inconsequential.
Exercise Two. The universe is one being. When a mind/body/spirit complex views another mind/body/spirit complex, see the Creator. This is an helpful exercise.
Exercise Three. Gaze within a mirror. See the Creator.
Exercise Four. Gaze at the creation which lies about the mind/body/spirit complex of each entity. See the Creator.
The foundation or prerequisite of these exercises is a predilection towards what may be called meditation, contemplation, or prayer. With this attitude, these exercises can be processed. Without it, the data will not sink down into the roots of the tree of mind, thus enabling and ennobling the body and touching the spirit.
When to start to find love in the moment, you begin to stop analysing so much. You begin to get into the flow, in a very powerful manner, and the questions and sense of direction will fall into your path, effortlessly. Let go :¬)
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