My Awakening. Or Grand Delusion. You Choose.

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But maybe you have some suggestions, Meerie. What do you see?

I'm not Meerie, but I do have a suggestion, which is to pick one or several people that you admire and try to emulate them. For instance, Albert Schweitzer seems like he had his sh*t together:

This entity spent much green ray energy both as a healer and as a lover of your instrument known as the organ. This entity’s yellow ray was bright and crystallized by the efforts needed to procure the funds to promulgate its efforts. However, the green and blue rays were of a toweringly brilliant nature as well. The higher levels, as you may call them, being activated, the lower, as you may call them, energy points remain, in a balanced being, quite, quite bright.

(Note, I copied and pasted from the relistened version because of a slight change in the final sentence.)

The people don't, of course, have to be wanderers, discussed in the Ra material, or well-known in any way.