Waking up "out of body"

[Bring4th_Austin]

That's an interesting take. Maybe "against my will" isn't quite the right term, but rather "without my will." It's not something I'm against, it's just something I feel would require more of my energy than I am prepared to offer right now, because "now" is very full of catalyst.

Makes sense. Although perhaps it wouldn't take as much energy on your part... sort of like riding a wave. All you need to do is position your board and let go. The wave will do all the work carrying you in to shore.

Yeah, I agree. Since the initial post I've adopted this mentality. I would like to find some focus within these experiences and learn more about them.

Not to make it about me, but the general thrust of my intuition over the past year or so has been to make space and take it easy. To not start any long-term projects and to not push my business too hard in terms of growth. Sort of like... clear your plate and get ready for the next course! A did have an experience round about the same time as yours which seemed to me to be a negative contact. Interesting timing...

I don't fall for causality easily, but this would be the fourth time I've had an experience near the pinnacle of a "night" period on the Mayan calender in Unity's thread. Four times seems to suggest a pattern, but I'm still skeptical.

I'm rather positive the fear is a result of "negative" presences though, as I've been experiencing a period of increased "psychic greeting" for the past while. This theory is reinforced by the fact that, when it happened the last two times, I did not get the feeling of fear (when I did not see a figure nearby).

Could be. If you did not feel fearful before, it seems curious that you would have felt fear the last time. There do appear to be mechanisms available for a sufficiently advanced entity to induce feelings of fear and paralysis, perhaps through manipulation of the amygdala. In addition, some entities appear to also be able to stimulate feelings of comfort and happiness in order to get a contact to accept a negative program disguised as positive.

The feeling of fear I had the first time and the feeling of panic I felt this last time were rather different. I think most are familiar with this fear...the feeling of horror in the worst nightmare you've ever had. Like a wave that smashes you and you feel like you're drowning in your own terror. The panic was more of a..."this is different, what's going on, why is this happening." The glowing patterns on everything were very odd and other-worldly, and seeing something I couldn't normally imagine even sort of shocked me, rather than scared me.

I see a lot of this going on... a bunch of activity that doesn't appear to be leading anywhere in particular. You are wise to focus on the journey rather than the outcome.

My activity is certainly "leading somewhere," and it's directly related to what I feel my purpose for being here is (healing the Earth), but an early lesson in my spiritual work is that expectation distracts from the NOW. Where these projects definitely have a goal I feel is worthy of my time, I still understand that the goal may not be the real purpose for spending my time on these project. I'm involved in both sustainable agriculture as well as green renewable energy, both which I feel are important for healing the Earth.

Believe it or not, I have remained rather agnostic about the possibility of some game-changing event happening before the end of 2012 over the years. But as we approach the appointed time, I can't help but observe the general "insanity" levels of the public, as well as people I personally know, going through the roof. By "insanity" I mean running around like headless chickens... now here... now there... changing homes... changing jobs... changing partners... now back to the old one. Also on a mass scale it seems that everybody with a political bone to pick has decided that "NOW" is the time to force their particular issue, and bring things to a head.

I do feel like the 4D vibrations are causing some of the "insanity" you talk about. I can definitely observe it in my friends, who choose distraction over self-discovery. Their life is throwing them in all sorts of directions, almost ALL of them have recovered repressed memories which upset them terribly, and they've having dreams which also upset them. I've offered my help but none of them seem to think self-discovery is the key to finding center and balance in crazy times like this. I can only do so much without preaching where it is unappreciated.

My hypothesis is that, sometime in the relatively near future, there is an event of such epic proportions that it no longer makes sense to describe anything that happens afterwards as a continuity of that which came before. As such, the reason why there is so much fear, anxiety, and craziness going on is because nearly everybody is attempting to mentally project themselves into a world that simply DOES NOT EXIST.

I wouldn't be surprised if the energetic tipping point manifested itself in a large event somehow.