Waking up "out of body"

[Bring4th_Austin]

I'm busier than I've ever been in my life and I feel like taking advantage of an out of body experience requires a bit of practice and discipline which I just don't have the energy for right now.

Perhaps you are experiencing time/space shockwaves traveling to the present from a future time when you are presented with the option to be harvested. As you appear to be too busy with personal plans to attend to these new energies presenting themselves to you, perhaps the negative quality of your experiences is due to a certain bias present within your own complex against something bigger than yourself which acts in complete disregard to your personal plans for the future.

In other words, maybe you are pissed because the universe's plans are overtaking your own. Thus you perceive fear, and the sense that you are being forced to experience something against your will.

That's an interesting take. Maybe "against my will" isn't quite the right term, but rather "without my will." It's not something I'm against, it's just something I feel would require more of my energy than I am prepared to offer right now, because "now" is very full of catalyst. I'm rather positive the fear is a result of "negative" presences though, as I've been experiencing a period of increased "psychic greeting" for the past while. This theory is reinforced by the fact that, when it happened the last two times, I did not get the feeling of fear (when I did not see a figure nearby).

Also, as far as personal plans for the future, it's true I'm wrapped up in a great deal of activity moving forward right now, but it is constantly morphing and changing. I never feel like the path I'm on is leading to where it appears to be leading, so I'm not too invested in the outcome, just the present journey. I'm passionate about what I'm doing but I've already been thrown from a certain path a couple times (most recently, I was made aware of the poor integrity of a man who had offered me the job of a lifetime) and the experience was met with nothing but acceptance, so that to me is a positive sign.

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It happened again today while I was napping - the first time since my original post. I was having a rather normal mundane dream taking place at nighttime. I looked up to the sky and saw a triangle-shaped constellation connect itself with bright lines. I looked down for a moment, then back up again. The triangle was now brightly distinct and had flashes of light traveling along the border. It suddenly grew larger and larger and as soon as it filled my vision, I woke up "out of body" again.

Was there any emotive content during the mundane dream?

There was a bit actually. I was with a friend of mine (who sometimes shows rather selfish and self-centered qualities), and she had grabbed my drink from my hand. I was slightly annoyed and trying to explain to her the importance of asking permission before simply taking something. The thoughts I was trying to present to her were spoken as well as..."typed out" in my mind, and something rather odd was in one of the words, where the letter "i" was supposed to be, there was a star. It was weird and probably irrelevant. But anyways, I saw the constellation while explaining this to her, and it interrupted the thought-process.