08-31-2009, 03:50 AM
Dear friend, I understand your feelings and options.
Yes, people that can serve others without having the need to integrate a group. Yet others seek to integrate groups because of feeling that a shared purpose can be worked, and that seems to create much more than if I would work alone.
Everyone is different
And dear friend I prefer too smaller groups, as these have much more spontaneous organization than rules; I have a strong need to be my own person and like to have my space, and I tend to assume a too shy position if I am in larger groups, maybe it's a wanderer thing who knows
Yes, people that can serve others without having the need to integrate a group. Yet others seek to integrate groups because of feeling that a shared purpose can be worked, and that seems to create much more than if I would work alone.
Everyone is different
And dear friend I prefer too smaller groups, as these have much more spontaneous organization than rules; I have a strong need to be my own person and like to have my space, and I tend to assume a too shy position if I am in larger groups, maybe it's a wanderer thing who knows
(08-31-2009, 02:42 AM)ayadew Wrote: I did not come to group with anyone either. It seems this way for I have difficulty functioning in larger groups, even though I have released (I like to think at least) all social barriers which hinders me from being my full, loving self in such places.
Organisation implies limitation for those involved, rather some of us wants to be with individuals instead or to be alone and do whatever STO things from there...
In our reality the complete individualization poses many problems, and I wish to keep these to a minimum to spare others the problem. If we can all connect more fully and harmonised in 4th density I definitely want to join all of you.
This approach has its good sides and bad sides of course, and I acknowledge all of them.. but no path is wrong or more optimal. We spread our individual vibration and affect each other always in any case.