08-01-2011, 05:54 PM
(08-01-2011, 05:24 PM)3DMonkey Wrote: Don't push it too much, Azrael. I might start thinking my life serves no purpose...If you've found your purpose in drugs I'm afraid you may be missing the point!

Nyu, same for me actually, LSD was a gateway to the realization of my decent in to the body, and opened me up to the experiential reality of energy. However, we CAN attain anything and everything we want to in this life if you allow yourself to. The perception that it "can't be done without drugs" is a barrier to that very possibility.
Acceptance is all that is needed, acceptance of who you are, acceptance of your memories and acceptance of SELF-TRUST. We are all the creator and only we can reveal to ourselves whom we are. Drugs put us outside of ourselves, and this is why it seems as though they "change" us, but in truth they can only attempt to confirm for us what we already know. This is the potential trap of drugs, because it is very easy to attribute things to a "trip" or to "changes in the brain", but truly it is US that has created the power found in drugs, not the other way around.
DMT is something like acid compressed, and likely a little less artificial feeling. I've actually been experimenting more with mild trance herbs and the like. How shall I say, the psychedelics I've done have allowed me to do the "rough hewn" outline of my self but now I need subtle balancing and careful design and approach so I may refine the sculpture of my reality in to a beautiful form.
Of course, these things are just my perspectives, and others may find psychedelics to be just what they need, it's all up to you to trust your own discretion!
Also, I'm not disagreeing that they are a good tool for those who have difficulties opening themselves, however one must always be careful of a reliance on something outside of one's own power. It can be self-enslaving.