The mouth of the void is god-wide... (+ The Law of One free album download)

[godwide_void]

Oh my god, such an inspiring post!

Welcome around here, although I am a newcomer here just as well.
I am very happy for what I read in your posts, you sound like what I could have been, had I made some decisions differently. I was "knowing" Nietzsche as a young man also, became antisocial and very inspiring to "hang out with" at the same time (for that few dedicated friends of mine, I cant express how much I still love them for that), I was introduced to spirituality at a very young age.

Yet, I decided to ignore it. But this thread is not about me, so Ill just shut my mouth for now. Welcome. And thanks for the music: I will listen to it as soon as this song of "The Messenger" finishes from Infected Mushroom.

Also: about the veil...I have felt it for years, but could not say it what I felt. But now I know. To put it like Robert Jordan would (RIP...), we are "shielded". Imeeasurable infinity and power is out there, but we are shielded from it. I could swear on my life whenever I woke up from a really vivid dream that it IS possible. I had several flying dreams where in the dream I learned to fly on-the-fly just by KNOWING that it is possible. And I woke up, and told my girlfriend: "it is possible. it is possible not just out there, but here..." That feeling faded in a few minutes, but still.

My friend, you will become exactly who you are meant to be and who you desire to be. One day the person you are and the person you wish to be shall merge, rest assured.

I also agree with what you say about the veil. This post reminded me of an amusing period of time when I felt like I knew how to fly. I remembered the exact mechanics of it from my dream, but the funny thing is I had the memory of flying in reality, not in a dream. I couldn't tell for days afterwards if it had been a dream or not, but the memory is so vivid and clear. With the veil in place what we may achieve is vastly limited but its almost irking knowing that our limitations are simply that: because of a veil in place!

Even if you had ignored the spiritual signs and opportunities in the past, you are still alive at this moment correct? The stillness and peace of the path towards the One Infinite Creator is always open to you, to any who seek, at any time, in any point in your current journey.

By the way, a friend introduced me to Infected Mushroom a while ago. Awesome tripping music.