The Testing

[Bring4th_Steve]

Questioner: The thing I don’t understand is why, if there was no veil, the review of the incarnation after the incarnation would help the process since it seems to me that the entity should already be aware of what was happening. Possibly this has to do with the nature of space/time and time/space. Could you clear that up, please?
Ra: I am Ra. It is true that the nature of time/space is such that a lifetime may be seen whole as a book or record, the pages studied, riffled through, and re-read. However, the value of review is that of the testing as opposed to the studying. At the testing, when the test is true, the distillations of all study are made clear.

During the process of study, which you may call the incarnation, regardless of an entity’s awareness of the process taking place, the material is diffused and over-attention is almost inevitably placed upon detail.

The testing upon the cessation of the incarnative state is not that testing which involves the correct memorization of many details. This testing is, rather, the observing of self by self, often with aid as we have said. In this observation one sees the sum of all the detailed study; that being an attitude or complex of attitudes which bias the consciousness of the mind/body/spirit.

What do you think you'll learn from the attitudes you've expressed throughout life? This is obviously to gain polarity, in that ultimately what you decide to do with the fact of your incarnative life, the work you choose to do from that point onwards, comes from this self-analysis. Do you think you will appreciate what you see? Do your attitudes match your intent, your desire? Are you truly serving yourself, or others?

I'm not quite sure what you're looking to get for an answer. Do you want us to literally answer your questions? Or are you posing them as "focal points" to keep in mind as we enjoy our experience of incarnation?

If you are asking people to literally answer your questions, what would be value you are trying to elicit? For instance, in my experience I have my good days and bad days. I intend to serve and sometimes I discover that I chose to serve myself first.

Sorry if there seems to be confusing around your point!
Steve