More Positive but Less Harvestable

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I have let that fear go, I know in my heart of hearts that this journey of exploring infinite creation is eternal. But everyone is not so comforted. I have a friend who is right this minuet struggling with this fear. She tells me every night, she opens her bible and begins to cry so hard she closes it again. She is struggling with her actions. She LOVES having relations with men, and does quite often with many. Her family drags her to church every sunday. She is in such turmoil it brings myself to tears :/

She herself is full of light and love, and likes to express herself through sex. But the fear of eternal damnation consumes her life. The idea is nothing more than control. A holy thumb pressed hard upon the backs of those who have never known another way. Its "unholy" to explore "blasphemous" teachings and understandings...

My mother, a christian of 30 years is coming around. I have, in very deep and intuitive discussions explained to her the many "miracles" and experiences I've had and explained the nature of creator in the mindset in which Ra presents it. And she has since agrees that there are "other" ways to seek god!! I could hear the release of fear in her voice it was beautiful!! We may not all have the ability to reach millions with this message. But I believe that we are where we are for a reason.

This is a subject that has great resonance with me, I have known this fear.