Undestanding domination/submission and its reciprocal - indigo blockage

[Bring4th_Austin]

i'm a male. in sexual energy transfer, i take the dominant role, and i love it, so does my girlfriend as she takes the submissive role. however, i also accept that to keep having this transfer physically with love and respect that mentally I am dominated by her. consciously or unconsciously, my decisions are based with her in mind, so i dismiss my ego in favor of the 'us' over the 'me,' so this is the mental reciprocal that balances the physical differences. the duality is balanced by the reciprocal in the mental or spiritual state.

I might suggest that, if you wish, you should take another look at what Ra has to say about sexual energy transfer and the roles of domination, submission, and the enjoyment of either. Love does not have to entail domination or submission, but rather a mutual understanding and respect. If you continually have to balance the enjoyment of sexual domination over another, then you aren't actually balancing it. In true balance, you would no longer experience the emotion/thought.

If you would like me to provide some Ra material dealing with these particular aspects of sexual energy transfer as well as balancing I would be happy to do so.

I'm trying to figure out my head was shaking so fast in meditation. I felt my heart chakra open up completely after a few minutes of blockage, and my contemplation that allowed it to open up fully was what I wrote. I didn't feel any strain in my throat which is why I thought it was indigo blockage, but maybe it is throat blockage and the powerful energy rising from the heart was cut off there making leaving little to no energy to get to the 6th...

i'm on other sites trying to find out what kind of blockage it is exactly. i think in my mind i stop contemplation around the thought of dark and light coming together and being one, and my brain is wired to associate God with Light and Satan with dark, and if those two concepts come together, it makes God and Satan on the same team, which is scary to actually consider believing. Archetypes combining with friction?

The blockages may be more apparent if you examine the material you put forth rather than the physical sensations. I can also point you to some Ra material concerning blockages and their thought-based manifestations if you wish.