Wow thanks for all the help guys. She is not unpolarized, definitely sts, I've spent a long time thinking about it and trying to see the goodness in her, but it doesn't seem to be there - the reason why she thinks I'm emotionally unstable is because once I made the mistake of being teary in front of her when my son was being bullied, and then again when my friend got cancer - she thought that my being upset was "erratic" (even though she has cried at work too, but she forgets about that). The porn thing deep down I do find kind of gross, but I've been supportive of it and really if she was a nice person that wouldn't even bother me. The grossness is amplified by her negativity.
Anyway LOL at the garlic idea, I'm so totally doing that today haha. And I'm also going to visualise the white light, and oh how I WISH Icaro's suggestion of help could be utilized
Thanks again, I'll let you all know what happens. xoxo
Ps Raman, so I'm just visualizing green ray energy going in through my heart chakra and flowing out through the crown? I'll try that too.
Anyway LOL at the garlic idea, I'm so totally doing that today haha. And I'm also going to visualise the white light, and oh how I WISH Icaro's suggestion of help could be utilized
Thanks again, I'll let you all know what happens. xoxo
Ps Raman, so I'm just visualizing green ray energy going in through my heart chakra and flowing out through the crown? I'll try that too.