is it a cop out to medicate?

[Oceania]

she isn't out to destroy me. although sometimes it feels like it. i'm sure she feels the same about me. she actually thinks i should do supplements but i keep telling her it's not enough. i have quite severe OCD and panic attacks/moodswings and supplements make subtle differences when you have a lifetime of messed up thought. i used to take citalopram aka celexa but everyone knows that stops working soon, otherwise i'd still be on it, it's the best med there is. made me feel stable and happy. it was amazing. i was like a normal person there.

Josh, you're right, i do care about what others think, cuz they might know something i don't. i look to others if i don't have a strong opinion.