07-22-2009, 06:03 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-22-2009, 06:32 PM by AlexKawajima.)
(07-21-2009, 09:42 PM)pluralone Wrote: Hoo. I had absolutely no interest in knowing about my past lives, but the information came to me anyway -- because I needed it. Perhaps if you 'ask' for this for yourself, create an energetic intent that past life information be revealed to you, then it will come to you.
Looking forward to whatever you have jotted on that post-it note!
plur
Aha, so the post it note oozes through today. Actually it became a mental note, and then disappeared. Luckily it came back this morning after the title of this thread refreshed my memory. What I was going to express yesterday is that I know all to well about the mighty ARRRGGGGHH!!!!!!
This relates to my being a generally positive person, but quite frequently I get very misanthropic with the majority of people.
For the last 10 years I have been a bit elitist you could say, although I really hate that attitude nowadays. I am just me (trying to be me as much as possible) and I don't think I better than anyone, although sometimes I catch myself in that mindset or attitude.
Within the last 5 years I have definetly become a more spiritual person and definetly more of a hippie as opposed to the crazy pissed metalhead guy I once was. I am still that frenzied metalhead dude, but I cannot help but believe that Love is the most pure thing to exist and definetly the most important.
So I find it to be a bit of a struggle. I will still find myself judging other people for say, being overweight, not agreeing with me on certain subjects (errgg it pisses me off, when my friends especially don't really take me seriously, because I am that guy who is into E.T's and UFO's). I also seem to judge based on religion, and other things. I find it hard to love of all people, although I know it is key. Love is all you need as The Beatles once said.
Practicing what is to be preached seems to be a lot harder than it seems. I mean I look at it and say, people can't help who they are either, but still it seem like I just have a real low tolerance and disgust seems to creep in quite frequently. All of you in this forum are honestly really great, but we are all in a forum and don't really know each other personally or visually at least from my perspective.
What are some key ways to becoming a more loving person. I love myself and I know that is good. Perhaps its just normal for stupid people to annoying sometimes, whether you look at it as them not knowing they are being stupid or it just getting on your nerves because it interfered with your life.
Arrrggghh I say. WHY!!!!! Perhaps my old nickname "Berzerker" has some leftovers in my life although I really don't view myself that way anymore. This is sounding more like a rant here at the end. Just now I realized what may be the answer. Seeking answers within oneself can be the key. Perhaps I need more help focusing within.