Veil, Thinned

[Ankh]

When I was a teenager and dated guys with different vibrations (which was often the case) I felt nausea after a while, because I kind of melt so much with him (and one her ehum) that I almost was that person, but vibrations were not "in tune". I don't think that it's only because of those persons vibrations though. I was kind of messed up myself at that time. But I do know what you mean by wanting to touch, smell, seep in or whatever one wants to do. I get kind of uncomfortable by these inclinations sometimes, because they are so strong, and it's not normal to touch, smell and suck in others self around here. And yes, I've also met people who carry such heavy energies or vibrations that it feels like falling into a dark hole when I "seep in" their essence. I can shut that all off though, but honestly, I don't want to shut that off, I want to do it all the time, but how normal is it to walk around and touch and smell people's essences? And I am also concerned about the impinge this inclination might or might not make on another self. But I guess that I'll learn with time what it is, how to work with it and so on. Just need patience and time. So when we are old, wrinkled, grey haired hags we'll be quite awesome in whole that merging business, but who would want to do that with a crazy old witch? I'd love to exchange these concepts with you too.

(Closes eyes and clenches butt cheeks trying to teleport.)

Nope...still not working. XP

ROFL!