07-06-2009, 08:11 AM
Oh boy, does that ring a bell for me.
Clordio, I feel like I'm going through what you are at this time, however I don't look at it as a plateau. To me it's more like, I finally got the right prescription glasses after 24 years of trying on everyone else's set of spectacles, lol.
Instead of actively seeking new understanding...
1. I feel I should just flow with life
2. enjoy the awareness of being alive
3. and offer insight and help to those who ask me it of me
Those are the things I've come to accept for my reality because I finally understand that no matter what I read or hear about, my experiences and perspective are the truth of my path, and I feel that my core should be those things. You'll never have proof of what you believe in, unless you choose to see it as proof. Even to my own damn self, some things I consider proof of my beliefs, can be questioned quite endlessly by my own mind...enter the balance of mind WITH heart, and you got some real discernment going on.
Oh, and the thing about Wilcock, I also agree completely. I give him credit for opening the doors for me to the Law of One material which GREATLY accelerated my seeking/understanding, but after everything I've absorbed from him, I feel he is to be taken with a grain of salt even more frequently than a lot of other things that should be taken with a grain of salt, lol. What a lame way to phrase it, but you know what I mean.
Godspeed with all your endeavors!
-Jamal
Clordio, I feel like I'm going through what you are at this time, however I don't look at it as a plateau. To me it's more like, I finally got the right prescription glasses after 24 years of trying on everyone else's set of spectacles, lol.
Instead of actively seeking new understanding...
1. I feel I should just flow with life
2. enjoy the awareness of being alive
3. and offer insight and help to those who ask me it of me
Those are the things I've come to accept for my reality because I finally understand that no matter what I read or hear about, my experiences and perspective are the truth of my path, and I feel that my core should be those things. You'll never have proof of what you believe in, unless you choose to see it as proof. Even to my own damn self, some things I consider proof of my beliefs, can be questioned quite endlessly by my own mind...enter the balance of mind WITH heart, and you got some real discernment going on.
Oh, and the thing about Wilcock, I also agree completely. I give him credit for opening the doors for me to the Law of One material which GREATLY accelerated my seeking/understanding, but after everything I've absorbed from him, I feel he is to be taken with a grain of salt even more frequently than a lot of other things that should be taken with a grain of salt, lol. What a lame way to phrase it, but you know what I mean.
Godspeed with all your endeavors!
-Jamal