Acceptance and Will

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The inspiration and conviction is based on what ?

I control and resist my full self because i do not trust it fully what else is there ?

Of course this based in confusion but isn't the not knowing that causes the fear direction ?

I fear to become one with everything i must survive i can't have what i want any other way.


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Maybe i am wrong but this is what i understand right now.

We are all illusions in a way, both self and other then self. How consciousness plays it all out shows the "chosen polarity".