05-05-2011, 06:05 PM
Sometimes I feel like I can feel the pain of the entire world, like six billion people are screaming in my ears. I can feel all of it. They beg me to help them, but aside from sending them love, there's nothing I can do. Their screams never stop. I've just learned how to ignore them most of the time.
I wish I could understand what this place *was*. The crackly guy...he seemed surprised to see me, and extremely angry that I was there. It felt like I stepped in on something I wasn't supposed to see. If it was all a product of my subconscious, some symbolic thing, is my subconscious hiding things from me that vehemently?
It wasn't a dream, btw. I was awake the entire time.
I wish I could understand what this place *was*. The crackly guy...he seemed surprised to see me, and extremely angry that I was there. It felt like I stepped in on something I wasn't supposed to see. If it was all a product of my subconscious, some symbolic thing, is my subconscious hiding things from me that vehemently?
It wasn't a dream, btw. I was awake the entire time.