Regression session

[native]

Hmm..interesting. Can you see how knowing the exact situation answers some questions, but it leaves you with unnecessary guilt? Don't feel guilty or regret! Remember when Ra speaks of wanderers as requiring a pure amount of bravery and foolhardiness? Maybe you had not incarnated for awhile, and the thought of all the possible things that could have gone wrong gave you shaky legs. Or maybe you had incarnated before that event but they hadn't. You, having recently been there may have thought to yourself "No way..not yet I just got back from another 3d world. I'm not throwing myself into a mess like that again!"

In the end, you are working out you willingness to serve right now. You experienced a harsh environment as a child. You certainly fought a battle did you not? But you survived and here you are. You went through that for your group. There are also other ways in which you are serving that aren't inline with your ideals. You are overcoming your hesitations.

And also remember that we can work off karma for others. Maybe you took on karma that they incurred, and you are doing an even greater service by taking it on yourself. In that way, you may not have seen them for awhile because you are down here serving them. What a wonderful loving way to serve! It's impossible to know, but one thing you can do is view what's in front of you and work with that