Love and confusion.

[AlexKawajima]

Those are wonderful thoughts xlsander. Thank you for sharing.
I try to remind myself that life is not complex, it's quite simple. And it's not serious and dangerous. There is only love, if one choses to. And if that exists, why would you chose anything else.

Hello everyone.

Love and Confusion yes, I have known these things and still do. I just realized the way I am talking makes me appear wiser......well sure why not.

My awakening came about 5 years ago maybe, maybe less and I realized that depression was a state of mind and if you want to be happy its really quite simple. I had many reasons to be down, from lovers cheating on me to lost opportunities, but I decided to forget it all and not live in the past. Nowadays I am happily married (not so sure it is shared by my wife, who I love dearly), and we are expecting our first child in less than a week.

I feel I have become a more positive person in general. I really like the positivity of life, it just resonates beautifully and makes sense to me. I have not meditated much, but I seeek to in hopes to better myself even more and open the channels for the love to come in even more. My only real meditative experience was the group session at the end of one of David Wilcock's lectures in California last February. I had an amazing experience and it was very beautiful and mindblowing.

I feel the importance of love of all things, not just limited to the love of my wife and I know the signifigance the heart has in relation to the universe and beyond. I think by also starting to do meditations more I can also focus more, as lately I have been clouded on hardly able to focus. Me and my wife are thinking of doing Yoga soon. Hopefully our relations improve as well as she has been really depressed lately and emotional (Pregnancy will do that, I know), I hope that it is just a passing stage. It can be a tad bit frustrating as she has a hard time exressing herself to me and although I somehow manage to still keep a positive mind of it, I am not sure it works the same for her.

Anyways, love can be confusing, but I advise
to embrace it and in turn it will do the same to you.
That is what resonates with me anyway.

Have a good day everyone.
Peace and perseverance.
-Alex