Ahktu, yesterday I found an old dairy and "happen" to read a dream in it that reminds me of yours. I had this dream before I found Ra material and realised why we are here. The dream: I was inside my house and there was a crowd outside, on my porch. They were upset at me about something. I worked up the courage and went outside to face them. I started to talk with a loud and annoyed voice telling them to leave me alone. But they said that they just wanted to see a nurse (I am a nurse in real life), that the health care system is overworked, the queues are too long and they don't get to see care workers. They wanted my help. But I told them that I was not the one they were looking for, because I am not a "real" nurse and I don't know anything. Then they all left except for one elderly lady whom I started to talk to. It turned out that she was not upset at me at all, none of them were actually, I missunderstood. She mentioned the name of the diagnosis that she was suffering from, but I didn't know what it was, and less how I would be able to help her. I wondered how they found me, and she told me that she asked "The Health Care Information" and they told her where she could find a nurse. She wanted to call (!!!) but there was no number, so she came to see me instead.
I was stunned the whole day by this dream.
I was stunned the whole day by this dream.