04-16-2011, 09:22 AM
(04-15-2011, 06:08 PM)Ankh Wrote: ...I see that what we want to do is fusion. All my life I confused it with physical sex and "love"...
Ankh, Ra repeatedly said in the LOO that the body is a creature of the mind. I think your urge to experience (or to express intimacy for) 'others' physically, is a bodily extension of what you feel in your mind - ONENESS.
Since the day you mentioned about your orgasmic feeling on beholding the being in the branch, I have been following your posts closely for clues. It does appear to me that you are working from high chakric levels very frequently, even probably touching violet more times than most other people. I think, as a result, what you are mentally feeling is the sacredness/presence of ONE in all of creation, and the ONE in you wants to integrate itself consciously with all its other pieces around.
And you, being an entity of 3D, are experiencing it as sensations or longings of the body, I think. As the famous Hermetic saying goes - "The All is mind; the Universe is mental".
And your mental frequency is starting to deeply approach conscious oneness with all life and the sacramental nature of infinite creation. This is my subjective opinion.