04-16-2011, 05:58 AM
(04-16-2011, 01:09 AM)zenmaster Wrote:(04-15-2011, 11:25 PM)abridgetoofar Wrote: I have caught a glimpse though, of a beautiful starry sky in some very high mountains (the Himalayans I believe). I know that I was following a devout spiritual path. I know that, at that moment, I was in solitude. And I know that it was the moment in that incarnation I realized Oneness.So it seems that after 3D graduation on your native planet, you were transplanted to Earth, in a 3D body as a monk. Then you died, waited some time in time/space, and re-incarnated in a dual-activated body?
My best guess is that it was my last incarnation, and it wasn't in the very recent past.
Do you know if your mother felt some kind of extraordinary spiritual energy, or had ESP during pregnancy?
To the best of my knowledge, my home planet IS Earth (Q'uo quotes confirm Earth has graduates returning). I've always felt a deep deep connection with Earth and its citizens. I've never felt like this wasn't home for me...simply that things were not right here. The constrictive systems of 3D have always cut me deeply and gave me a lot of trouble growing up (coupled with the fact that I matured a couple years slower than most). It's possible I was transplanted here from another planet, but it's my best guess that I polarized a good amount of time ago here on Earth and waited around for this time, so I could help lay the groundwork for healing our mother Earth.
My mom has talked about her pregnancy with me my entire life. She often compares it to her pregnancy with my brother. With him, she felt she was robbed of energy. With me, she felt and abundance of energy and a deep connection. Way before I "woke up" she told me there were special circumstances behind me coming into this world, and (I hope this comes off with minimal pomp) she's even expressed some feelings of not being worthy of birthing me. Of course I convinced her that's a ridiculous attitude, and we had to have chosen each other. No ESP or anything psychic to my knowledge. I've asked her about it a couple times since starting this investigation and it seems to check out.
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