04-14-2011, 12:51 PM
Abridge, I was just wondering if you were open to homosex. You seem open.
Typical teenage. Ha! "confused" is the word.
I had many partners during teenage years. I could have had many more if I had realized that girls want it as much as guys, only they require a private "setting". I thought they wanted chivalry.... Ha! What a joke.
Honestly, it is impolite of me, but I second guess your view of the two persons you dated. I imagine they have secrets unknown to you. I would also be very interested in where their lives carried to after you. Personally, I found the most "pure" girls to be the most "free" girls in private.
This is more about experience for you though, isn't it? Well, the true spiritual nature of sex didn't reach my awareness until I found a woman who accepts me for all of me, my wife. It's really not there in all the dating stuff. I question if it's there with "free love." Honestly, it's difficult to actually remember the times before devotional companionship. It's easier for the experienced crowd to speak slightly about sex. We forget.
If anyone is wondering why I placed my spiritual experience on my wife's full acceptance of me... What is the most attractive thing to promote my giving fully of myself to an other, other than for the other to accept me fully, and vice versa?
Typical teenage. Ha! "confused" is the word.
I had many partners during teenage years. I could have had many more if I had realized that girls want it as much as guys, only they require a private "setting". I thought they wanted chivalry.... Ha! What a joke.
Honestly, it is impolite of me, but I second guess your view of the two persons you dated. I imagine they have secrets unknown to you. I would also be very interested in where their lives carried to after you. Personally, I found the most "pure" girls to be the most "free" girls in private.
This is more about experience for you though, isn't it? Well, the true spiritual nature of sex didn't reach my awareness until I found a woman who accepts me for all of me, my wife. It's really not there in all the dating stuff. I question if it's there with "free love." Honestly, it's difficult to actually remember the times before devotional companionship. It's easier for the experienced crowd to speak slightly about sex. We forget.
If anyone is wondering why I placed my spiritual experience on my wife's full acceptance of me... What is the most attractive thing to promote my giving fully of myself to an other, other than for the other to accept me fully, and vice versa?