abridgetoofar - My story in regards to sex and all of the life experience conclusions mirror yours. We have very much lived the same life..you're not alone brother! I too perpetually ran into stumbling blocks that I can only come to the conclusion were for preincarnative reasons. It only crystallized my direction of seeking. I have had my fun now, but I know what I want. I don't think there is a void to fill, but would word it as having to learn how to accept myself and know that I am perfect. People naturally want to feel validated and accepted, but it is necessary to learn to love and accept yourself as being perfect. Great story..thanks for sharing!
How scandalous, shame shame!
The mistakes we make in the name of "love" makes one want to throw themselves off a cliff.
(04-14-2011, 01:52 AM)Meerie Wrote: Well there are not so many good men out here... what do you do when you meet a guy, fall madly in love and he is married? (yes of course, abstain)) But I was young and naive. And some of them even told me they would leave their wife, since their relationship was so bad
Of course they never did.
How scandalous, shame shame!
The mistakes we make in the name of "love" makes one want to throw themselves off a cliff.