04-03-2011, 03:15 AM
mine wasn't either.. it was only after reflecting on my past that i realized what it was i was doing.
that is so weird u did the same thing AND synchronistic!
i'm drawn to a lot of things, never knowing the reasons why only finding my own reasons after the fact.. after i've went out and done them that i found reasons for why.
try this exercise. put yourself back in your shoes. and try to convey it to yourself like u are telling yourself a story of what you did. and see if there are any symbols that can relate to our thinking process now?
like yea u poured water down hills cause it was fun, but what about the act of the water, running down the hill that was so hypnotic, calming even?
whenever i did it my mind would be completely blank.
it was like more a feeling than thoughts.
now that i'm older i have the benefit of an analytical mind as do you. i was stoned when i wrote that and lost in that memory.
that is so weird u did the same thing AND synchronistic!
i'm drawn to a lot of things, never knowing the reasons why only finding my own reasons after the fact.. after i've went out and done them that i found reasons for why.
try this exercise. put yourself back in your shoes. and try to convey it to yourself like u are telling yourself a story of what you did. and see if there are any symbols that can relate to our thinking process now?
like yea u poured water down hills cause it was fun, but what about the act of the water, running down the hill that was so hypnotic, calming even?
whenever i did it my mind would be completely blank.
it was like more a feeling than thoughts.
now that i'm older i have the benefit of an analytical mind as do you. i was stoned when i wrote that and lost in that memory.