04-01-2011, 10:44 PM
Don't remember a lot of my dreams last night, but I remember in one I felt this immensely negative presence surrounding me. I couldn't see anything, but I could feel it, crushing down on me like a weight. I was back in my old bedroom at my parents' house (these type of dreams usually take place there...maybe because of all the fearful experiences I had in that room as a child as I discovered my sensitivity to the spirit realm), and I kept trying to turn the lights on, but they wouldn't turn on. Nothing was working. I kept trying to send love to this presence, but it was like my love was going into a bottomless black hole that could never be filled. It was just sucked away into nothingness. It was such a cold presence...very intense. I started focusing on just keeping myself in the light. I was terrified, but I managed to ignore it to the point I could keep functioning in the dream. This is pretty much a recurring nightmare for me...back in my old bedroom, lights won't turn on, and some nighttime nasty is trying to get me. It doesn't bother me as much as it used to...I suppose it is just another test.
I also dreamed I was a character in my story. The government is after her because she is psychic. Only in my dream the manager of the store I work at was the leader of the evil organization hunting the character (not too much of a stretch). I ended up getting captured, but then the leader didn't seem to believe I even had any powers. He kept talking about how it could all be a coincidence and such. I got really annoyed and said "If it's just a coincidence, why did you have these guys hunt me down and drag me in? Can I go now?"
At some point all my clothes disappeared and I was running around naked...lol. I guess the humor had to come in at some point.
I also dreamed I was a character in my story. The government is after her because she is psychic. Only in my dream the manager of the store I work at was the leader of the evil organization hunting the character (not too much of a stretch). I ended up getting captured, but then the leader didn't seem to believe I even had any powers. He kept talking about how it could all be a coincidence and such. I got really annoyed and said "If it's just a coincidence, why did you have these guys hunt me down and drag me in? Can I go now?"
At some point all my clothes disappeared and I was running around naked...lol. I guess the humor had to come in at some point.