I must say that this would be the first transcript I have read end to end. and it holds a large ammount of information of personal benefit. In regards to the addiction and also the possesion.
What I would like to further discuss is the effects of pot (marijuana) for prolonged use. In a way I would say I'm addicted to it, but when I have non left I dont go hunting for more so to speak, so in a way I keep it in check personally.
It seems as if I am not the only Spiritual person who has mixed feelings on the subject. The main reason I doubt my personal experiences is becuase of the marijuana.
The "period of awakening" i had in '07 was 7 or more weeks of me being completely sober, for having met a girl that didn't smoke. after Our time she had to move to Canada, (I'm in the UK) and I quickly picked up smoking again, as I was so icredably low in feelings due to her departure.
I know it's a suden quick change of tone, but it almost seemed this way within the transcript itself.
Possession, I think I might have briefly mentioned this elsewhere, but it was not of it's own independant topic.
Has anybody else had some sort of possession?
I would say myself that I was ALMOST possessed. I was in the bath meditating. filling the bath up with my own energy, I would picture very well the water being white. I had become really good at this to the degree I could make my entire body become very tingely and alive feeling. I'm not brilliantly sure how it al begen, but I remember my hands twisting up, in a way that wasn't humanly possible. It didn't hurt, but I could not move my hands/wrists. I was already brimming with my own energy,. but I could feel a further energy creeping up my body starting at my feet and reaching right upto my neck before I managed to start making it go down.
I think the most important thing though, is I thought that was a good thing, I was completely unaware of the negative entity, suprising after it had been mere hours after my first "negative greeting" as you call them here. I would call it bluntly an attack. What saved me that day, was my spirit guide and guardian angel (deffinitions probebly need an update) come down and scream almost, STOP WHAT YOUR DOING. It was at this point the water was no longer white in my perception, it snapped to black, and really began to scare me.
After all of that, this was one of very many helpful wake up calls.
Anybody else had experiences like this before?
Anybody think smoking (almost copius) ammounts of weed affects ones credibility also?
Love and Light
Transcript link, I forgot
What I would like to further discuss is the effects of pot (marijuana) for prolonged use. In a way I would say I'm addicted to it, but when I have non left I dont go hunting for more so to speak, so in a way I keep it in check personally.
It seems as if I am not the only Spiritual person who has mixed feelings on the subject. The main reason I doubt my personal experiences is becuase of the marijuana.
The "period of awakening" i had in '07 was 7 or more weeks of me being completely sober, for having met a girl that didn't smoke. after Our time she had to move to Canada, (I'm in the UK) and I quickly picked up smoking again, as I was so icredably low in feelings due to her departure.
I know it's a suden quick change of tone, but it almost seemed this way within the transcript itself.
Possession, I think I might have briefly mentioned this elsewhere, but it was not of it's own independant topic.
Has anybody else had some sort of possession?
I would say myself that I was ALMOST possessed. I was in the bath meditating. filling the bath up with my own energy, I would picture very well the water being white. I had become really good at this to the degree I could make my entire body become very tingely and alive feeling. I'm not brilliantly sure how it al begen, but I remember my hands twisting up, in a way that wasn't humanly possible. It didn't hurt, but I could not move my hands/wrists. I was already brimming with my own energy,. but I could feel a further energy creeping up my body starting at my feet and reaching right upto my neck before I managed to start making it go down.
I think the most important thing though, is I thought that was a good thing, I was completely unaware of the negative entity, suprising after it had been mere hours after my first "negative greeting" as you call them here. I would call it bluntly an attack. What saved me that day, was my spirit guide and guardian angel (deffinitions probebly need an update) come down and scream almost, STOP WHAT YOUR DOING. It was at this point the water was no longer white in my perception, it snapped to black, and really began to scare me.
After all of that, this was one of very many helpful wake up calls.
Anybody else had experiences like this before?
Anybody think smoking (almost copius) ammounts of weed affects ones credibility also?
Love and Light
Transcript link, I forgot