intense feelings of homesickness

[Ankh]

The occasional "whining" on a forum of what someone hopes is full of like-minded and understanding people is the least any person would deserve, let alone someone as emotionally sensitive as a wanderer.

We all need each other. What if the only way for our potential to be fulfilled is by other people patiently and empathetically listening to our "whining"?

I liked your whole post, turtledude. In the above quote is where the core problem lies in my opinion. I can only speak of myself of course, what I seek are like-minded and understanding people, whom I found in this place. But this place contains also a full range of others self who are not like-minded and understanding, and I am emotionally sensitive. So when I want to dwell in vibrations of those who are like-minded and understanding I get hurt when I perceive/misintepret comments/criticism or whatnot of my thoughts, emotions and posts. And what is the normal, human reaction when we experience that? To withdraw, to separate ourselves with only those we like, to segregate. I won't lie, I do want to dwell in home vibrations only, and I have considered/considering that maybe what I am looking for in B4th is not longer here. At the same time, what if zen (or any other member who pushes our buttons) is bringing the true light/wisdom/lesson of love? (Don't crusify me now) What I mean is that what if those people who pushes our buttons offer us a real lesson in true love, an embracement of all creation, all parts and sparks of the The Infinite One, not only like-minded and understanding?

42.3 Questioner: Would a perfectly balanced entity feel any emotional response in being attacked by the other-self?

Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. The response is love.

So at the same time as I feel that I only want the comfort offered by those who are of the same vibrations I also feel pain being with those who are not of the same "vibrations". But separation hurts like hell too, doesn't it? And I also do agree with your post.